I do apologize for my gloomy attitude today…

I was disappointed to learn yesterday that BSU will not be offering the final class I will need to graduate until the spring of 2010.  I don’t know what else to say.  Of course my heart is broken even though it means nothing really except more waiting and patience.  My husband sees nothing but hope and I know he is just trying to help.  I appreciate it but when I get disappointed about something I usually take time to feel it before seeing the positive outcomes of it.   And Ry is one to automatically start naming solutions and other options.  I am not changing my plans though.  I do not want to work at my present job any longer and I am really excited about going back to school but it seems to not make sense right now.  *Sigh*  I don’t know what to do.  But I am really grateful for my husband’s strong faith.

And I have to work all weekend.  It is very rare that I have to do this and it seems to always happen on conference weekend.  Same thing happened in October but I was working in Salt Lake and that was very nice to be there at that time.  More on conference later…